So now I see.

Human life is so full of similarities & differences.
The male & female; the tall & short.
The fat & skinny; the white & black.

Sounds simple.
What about,
the dependent & the independent?

Because of his dependency,
causes his girlfriend to break apart.

Because of his dependency,
causes me to explode.

Because of his dependency,
causes his friend to tell me off.

The minute he did,
I was hurt, I really was.
Say to me, one thing that I did wrong?
Because I don't think I did,
infact till now, I still think that what I've said was right.
"I can't help you if you're not helping yourself."

But again, because it's the end of the year,
because I know there wouldn't be another "3 months",
because I don't want to lose someone I've known for 12 years,
I've let go & just pretend nothing has happened.

Nice? No.
Mean? Maybe.
Selfish? I don't know.

I wish I had a guardian angel,
a guardian angel that's able to tell me what to do,
a guardian angel guiding me through thick & thin,
a guardian angel to tell me I'm not alone,
a guardian angel to simply tell me; "It's okay that you don't get the same amount you've given away, because the equation in life never balances out anyway" & smile at me .

♥